| Sara said that i have 10 personalities....6 of them are bitches.....one of them is a stoned bitch....and the other 3 can scare the devil......what does it all mean?..........i dunno im just really stoned right now...i need to get some sleep and maybe some ibuprofen.....   |
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| not much happened yesterday......just went with dana to get her hair cut and went to the mall as usual....grrr i really hate that place now....i dont think i will be returning for awhile....and if i do.....it wont be very often.......i just got off the phone with stevee....she's crazy.....squid wont get off my nuts...DAMN YOU LITTLE BOY.....    .....but everyone is so mean to him....i get more shit from him than anyone else....the kid has a crush on me for gods sake....but im still nice to him.....yeah hes annoying....but hes just a little kid....why do people have to be so hateful towards him.....only because they can....and it just really pisses me off and i dont like to see it.....theres a lot of people i could torture and make miserable to make myself feel better at the end of the day......but i dont....people are just fxcked up and im about to drop a lot of them..... |
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| damn.....these past couple days i have been so happy....for no good reason at all....theres really nothing to be happy about.....but still.....it feels good....yesterday i met dana at the mall....bought a shirt and a belt....hung out for a bit then sarah came and picked us up later and we drove around blasting techno and screaming like crackwhores....we went to fantasy world(tehe sexy lingerie)and i bought a necklace...and we drove by the mouses ear screaming and of course blasting techno....it was much fun.....i dont think i've had that much fun without drugs in a really long time.....*smiling with satisfaction* |
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| i had a strange dream about my friend stevee last night....odd....chicken flavored ramen noodles ARE my best friend......i just enjoyed a bowl...and now im downing a glass of tea as usual and staring at the bruises on my arms.....bite marks.....one very large one from preppy amanda.....and a rather small one from "raver" sara.....saras right....hate is the only thing i can run to when i get hurt.....but from the wise words of manson "its easier to hate someone you love, then someone you really dont care about at all".....once again i missed my chances......i need to get a better grasp on life.....and quit missing out on things that i long for....this whole thing with sara is petty bullshit....but when someone tells you their "feelings for you are unforgettable"....how can they be forgotten?...but im not going to try anymore.....ignorance is blissā£ |
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GRRRR..........angry emo girl!!!!
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